Monday.

Many things keep on lingering on my mind today: the IC (individual consultation) to Sir Zero, the Finals, projects, money. Hay... kelan kaya ako makakahinga ng maluwag. Patapos na ang semester pero instead of relaxing and just reviewing my notes, eh, I am preoccupied with so many things. Sana nafa-fast forward ang mga araw...

Regarding the IC, alam kong iba ngayon ang magiging IC ko. I have so many violations that were caught offguard, from the simplest to the near-gravest: last night, our prefect reprimanded me for opening Friendster instead of encoding (but it was not my sole purpose for that overnight), talking at the start of the study period (many times!), and having an AWOL last month. My relationship with our prefect is I think not that good beacuse honestly, this semester I must admit that I am not good as compared to my previous stays; however, I must admit that its my fault in the first place. Minsan pumapasok sa isip ko na baka tanggalin na ako sa dorm because of these mistakes. Parang ito na yata ang magiging downfall ko... huhuhu.

"Regrets kill me", ito yung napost ko sa bed area ko the last day. Tama nga sila, palaging nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Ngayon, parang nasasabi ko sa sarili ko na kung hindi ko sana ginawa o sana ito na lang ginawa ko. Pero siguro ganito talaga ang buhay. Ang importante ay matuto sa mga pagkakamali at kung maaari not to repeat the same mistakes.